So a year and three months has gone by
Since you’ve been gone, time does fly
So much I wanted to say and tried to
But it was hard getting through to you
Things have changed little since you went
All that I am left with water through a vent
I know you’d be angry and would question why
God, I do the same with tears of frustration I cry
This is not how I expected things to turn out
But I hope and have faith that this is the final shout
To be free from restraint this life has led me
These chains of Hades I shall break free
I look back at this past year of learning
To the future I have wanted, that I had yearning
I still have this desire but a what cost
That almost now could be entirely lost?
I’ve always tried to do the right thing by all
But advantages have been taken, some fool
Gotta learn to say no more often in this lifetime
Because it passes by like grains of sand, a crime
Hoping for a miracle now as it’s gone so fast
Oh how I wish I could travel back into the past
Correct those mistakes that I foolishly made
Before this shell becomes a shadow and does fade